Rando-miser

As soon as my bare feet stepped on the beach sand I knew - 'I am loved'. The sand was soft and warm. Sun was illuminating every particle and it was sparkling - playing 'hide and seek' with my eyes. I felt warm and inviting sensation inside. I looked far at the horizon and as far as I could see it was the vastness of the sea. Sun was glowing red hot giving me few more hours before it will dive beyond the line of my sight leaving me with the Moon and the stars. I sat on the sand and look far away ahead on the water and sky. I felt absolutely still inside. I can only feel the presence of my mind and nothing else. No fear, no desires and no thoughts. Just pure joy of being and observing but not judging and thinking small things. Thinking big and imagining big - time, space and galaxies. Thinking about how I take for granted simple day/night and sun/moon changes as if it's an invisible force decided to protect me and created this amazing place where every...

I finally came to the Gates No one is there to meet me Just the Emptiness I slowly open the door I see the man sitting on the cloud Like on the floor He dressed in all white He knows everything about everything He seen many many many before me I am speechless So it is true I say: I have nothing to say to you His eyes are piercing my soul Two other men appear behind me They dressed in black Their faces are blank No eyes, no ears and no tongue Buddhist Paradise No words are spoken but I know it’s my time I pick the guitar and start playing Two men move closer to me But the One on the cloud raises his hand They stop I start playing everything I knew about my life The sad parts and the light parts in it Fusing all my sorrows, dreams and beliefs I play Flamenco, Sephardi, Arabic and Greek His eyes become warmer and he nods to the two behind me They leave It was only me, his gaze and nothing else I feel like I disappear in his de...

I don't know: How the life came about Why earth is round Why sea is salty and bountiful Why clouds are light and beautiful Why I want to speak French when I am in love Why I love my wife Why do we need midwife Why abortion is bad Why drugs are illegal Why guns are legal Why black colour is scary and violent Why white colour is pure and innocent Why Jesus was Jewish Why we hate Jews Why some boys love other boys Why some girls love other girls Why people start wars Why people steal Why people kill Why money exists Why some lies are white Why people cheat Why God is Great and who is the High Priest Why we all die? Do you know?

What have you taken with you? Show me who you been loving, what you have been thinking of? What wine you have been drinking? What have you seen and admired? Who you been listening to and desired? Music you loved and women acquired Children you raised, parents you fed and fled? Books you have read and people you fired? Are you tired? It’s Ok you can stay money and body is not required you leave it all behind - Nirvana You said you want it Darker?